@9 months ago
I just want you to know how much I love you.. I want you to know how much you mean to.me.. how much you’ve impacted my life… because without you I would be completely nothing. I would have absolutely nothing. I would know nothing. Your name will carry in the hearts of many and your smile with forever be the brightness to my day… You were and still are the most beautiful person I have ever know and without you here right here right now the world is completely falling apart around me and the ground is falling out from underneath me.. I would give anything to have you back.. I would do anything say anything.. but I know that wherever you are there’s no more pain for you. You dont have to worry anymore… And just in case you weren’t sure.. You weren’t good enough for this world.. you were so much better than it.. You have turned me into the person I thought I couldn’t be.. you are my strength.. you were more than my brother.. you were a father.. a friend.. a hero.. And your son will remember you.. he will make your name a name to remember as will I.. and whether you know this or not you were loved by so many people. You made this world a better place.. you made me a better person.. you made me understand love, happiness. Im not at peace with this yet im just relieved you feel no pain.. You meant something to a lot of people.. You may not see it but you made a difference it may not be drastic but you changed the world.. Fuck and impact.. you left a mark across the heart of the world. Even if you thought you were accomplishing nothing.. You did all you could.. you did your best and you brought someone some happiness… Ill see you soon.. I love you.. My brother, My best friend..